Parker

Parker's first Christmas is coming.  It is crazy that he will be 3 days shy of a year on Christmas.  Crazy that we drove thru snow and ice in my step-dad's truck to get to the hospital at 2am.  Crazy how much I was determined not to have an epidural.  Crazy how I've sacrificed my relationship with him for almost a year now....because I was too busy with other things. I didn't pass National Boards.  And today everything that's happened over the past few months made National Boards the trigger for what I'll just call "a fit of humility".  An absolute total fit.  So thank God for the opportunity for a re-do of 2011.  Soooooo..... done.